Deaths door

Posted: October 2, 2007 in All about ME!
Tags: , , ,

Ever had a feeling of impending doom? The thought that you are living your final days on earth? Im going through that right now. It’s not just for no reason though. I didn’t wake up this morning, grab a cup of coffee and turn on the morning cartoons and say to myself: “Self, you are dying in a few days!”

You see, I have been having these pains in my stomach and sides, at first I thought it might have been trapped gas, then once it was still there for a few hours, and I remembered some pains in my back the previous night, I began thinking it might be a kidney stone, but I am kind of worried about what if its not? What if it’s something serious? Something that is going to lead to my untimely demise? I don’t want that, I don’t want to die…I do have some things to live for you know? Plus death scares me, mainly because the unknown scares me. On top of all that, I have over the years grown quite fond of breathing.

So, now I sit here, afraid to go to sleep, because I genuinely am afraid that I might not wake up….and that would REALLY suck!


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s